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Journal Entry: Sun Apr 20, 2008, 9:46 PM
  • Mood: Hysterical
  • Listening to: strangeways here we come
  • Reading: endgame
how do we move forward and how does resilience work?

if everybody feels the same way you do then why is there no solidarity here?

if we can help and we should, we damn well ought to.

be there, be there. be where?

BE-WARE.
it is scary. i am irresponsible and empathetic and want to change. i am dying, as jensen might say, and being reborn. you have to die to be born again. new. stranger. more aware.
if i can help anyone ever, i want to. if you want it.
meanwhile lets all get on with feeling like we do but not talking about it openly ever, because well, hey, then we'd have to address the root of the problem, and that's a scary thing to do. we don't know where to start. (how about with ourselves, then apply that globally? it transposes very well and we can start to understand a little)
i can't define happy and i can't define content. i can define very well anxious and i can define VERY well depressed and i could rag on for ages about the PROBLEM, but not about the SOLUTION or how to fix things so we all feel a hell of a lot better.

going through what jules put as "a transitional period", what alcoholics refer to as "a moment of clarity".

lets talk big. i thought small a lot, and i can see that small is comfortable. getting into the thought that you have got to be uncomfortable to learn. get awkward and confront. then move.

everybody feels the same way, they just don't know it properly. and they are scared of each other.

its how this world works. get backwards, baby!

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  • Current Residence: Australia
  • Interests: hiding things in boxes
  • Favourite movie: dead man etc.
  • Favourite genre of music: folk singalongs for me and you

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~tangled-in-blue:icontangled-in-blue: Jun 20, 2008, 10:14:22 PM
tHankYouuuuuuuuu

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~candeyhavok:iconcandeyhavok: Jun 18, 2008, 4:23:37 AM
I GUESS YOU'VE GOT A FUCKIN ROCK'N'ROLL LIFE haha.
Nice pics
(l) bye

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~sunshine-love:iconsunshine-love: Feb 6, 2008, 9:34:20 AM
thankyou!

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~marie-france:iconmarie-france: Sep 12, 2007, 7:39:15 AM
thanks!

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~Feui:iconFeui: Jul 30, 2007, 4:11:50 AM
smaug smaug smaug smaug!
~umorismoDAflashBACK:iconumorismoDAflashBACK: Jul 28, 2007, 8:22:11 AM
thank u !!! :)

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~DelilahWoolf:iconDelilahWoolf: Jul 24, 2007, 9:59:09 AM
:flowerpot:

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~shitdisco333:iconshitdisco333: Jul 20, 2007, 7:34:47 PM
thanks for the fav^^^^
~pierrewolfhound:iconpierrewolfhound: Jun 25, 2007, 10:39:20 PM
thanks for the favourite.
~S6ltuvus:iconS6ltuvus: May 13, 2007, 7:26:39 AM
thanks(again):hug:

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~bettysock12:iconbettysock12: May 3, 2007, 11:42:58 PM
thanks for the fav!!

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"Then thank God that I'm as good as dead
then thank your God that I'm not aware
then thank God that I just don't care"...
~Velvet-penguin:iconVelvet-penguin: Apr 11, 2007, 5:29:36 AM
Thankyou muchly for the fave (though it was all the way back in December >_<;). =D
~Feui:iconFeui: Mar 4, 2007, 10:16:28 AM
oh, teh smaug!
~thereshegoes:iconthereshegoes: Jan 20, 2007, 10:28:40 AM
thank you for faving my photo!!!! :)
~S6ltuvus:iconS6ltuvus: Jan 13, 2007, 1:45:43 AM
thank you:aww:

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*tachsheet-Jeulian:icontachsheet-Jeulian: Jan 7, 2007, 4:59:51 AM
thank you for :+fav:ing
:-)

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sorry it took so long to answer..

If I were a swan, I'd be gone.
If I were a train, I'd be late again.
If I were a good man,
I'd talk to you more often than I do